Posts tagged Letting Go
The Hope Of What Will Be: On Letting Go + Moving Forward

It's as if I'm going throughout my day with my eyes partially closed, thoughts directed inwards at the perpetual discontent I feel with the state of my health - why am I always looking for what's wrong with me when so much is right?

The hope of what will be, were the words told to me by a dear friend yesterday as I stared at several garbage bags full of old medicine, tinctures, PICC line supplies, powders, goops and a plethora of other treatment regimes and failed attempts at what I told myself would be the start of everything. Start of a healthy, thriving, and always "winning" life.

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Laying the Foundation

This past week has been a whirlwind. I have felt everything from complete failure to blissful joy. Even as I type this out I can sense that little bubble of anxiety in my chest, ready to take charge and explode.

It's completely terrifying to have to confront something so unknown and unpredictable - every single day. 

There was a moment this week where my mind decided to shut down; I felt like everything that I had done, and everything that I had yet to do, was never going to be enough. I felt like I was never going to be the person that I thought that I could be.

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